Category: Family life

Ten years ago today the invitation asked the guests to be at the church by 2:00 pm. Within an hour after that, we were husband and wife.

For us, it really has been for richer or poorer and in sickness and in health. We’ve made it this far, with God’s grace, we’ll keep making it.

Happy anniversary Honeybun. Knowing what I know now, I’d do it all over again. Thank you for the best 10 years of my life.

Honeybun took Bailey to Las Cruces this weekend to visit the grandparents. It’ll be a short trip, but I miss ’em. Just looking at this picture, I’m sure you can see why.

And this is why we call her “Sunshine.”

Bailey is 10 months old now. This was Sunday morning right before we left for church. When we got there, she turned on the smile and charmed everyone around us. What a ham.

Nothing cheers you up like the sound of your child’s laughter…

We went out to the buffet the other night. I gave Bailey her first taste of butterscotch pudding. This is how she reacted.

A woman I work with is getting married in a couple of weeks. She has been living with her fiance for a few years.

I mentioned that I thought marriage was different from cohabitating (disclosure: I lived with Honeybun for three years before we got married). The woman I work with is confident nothing will change after she gets married. I figure that if marriage wasn’t different, why would you need to do it?

So, what is it about marriage that is different from cohabitating? I haven’t really put it into words. I think it has something to do with commitment. Before being married, there is not as much a barrier to splitting up. You know you can leave at any time with no legal obligation except to split up any joint property.

Marriage has a much larger meaning. You have committed in front of God, friends, and family to stay together. That is pressure. You can’t just leave. Sure you can divorce but there is still a difference in this society between an ex-boyfriend/girlfriend and an ex-husband/wife.

I’ve also seen a study that shows married men earn more money than men who are not married (cohabitating or living alone). That indicates that marriage is different. It changes men at least so that they take more responsibility for the support of their family.

So what else is there about getting married that is different from living together?

What a cutie.

I just found out the my uncle Dennis had a series of strokes last Sunday. The strokes have left him paralyzed and on a respirator. After coming out of an induced coma yesterday, Dennis removed the respirator. He has decided that he does not want the hospital to provide extraordinary measures and he is ready to die. The doctor anticipates he will pass away in the next week.

He was raised Catholic and I do not know the current state of his faith, but I pray that God will use this time to bring Dennis to a state of grace and prepare him for heaven.

The Cafeteria is Closed plays devil’s advocate to ask the question.

If one looks at some of the facts, however, children can seem not-all-too-appealing
– giving birth, for many that’s horrid (such as my mother, she suffered 29 hours)
– they keep you up all night
– they crap themselves and you have to clean it up (I’d need a pin on my nose, I can’t clean the cat litter without retching)
– there is no more “alone time” or “couple time” unless you got relatives around or hire a sitter
– after they stop pooping and peeing themselves, the terrible twos come (in German: Trotzalter)
– then, until puberty, they’re pretty nice (I asked Erin the same thing I asked re: our cats (when they were little) – can we make them smoke so they’ll stay little ?)
– once puberty hits, good night and good luck. I disliked teenagers when I was one (same for 80s music)
– around 25, they hopefully have returned to their senses (took me longer, heh!). I once said, why can’t we give birth to a 25 year old college graduate with a lot of money and even more love for his parents ;o)

plus of course
– endless amounts of money (although I’d be confident that our children would get scholarships, at least if they get Erin’s sense of duty – she has degrees in two fields – a doctorate in psychology and a bachelor in history, the latter part I hadn’t been aware of. Unlike me, she’s very modest. In Austria, her business card would start like this: “Dir. Mag. Dr.”
– endless amounts of worry
– lack of free time for oneself

I put all these objections in two categories: money, and ease.

Yes, children are expensive, but the cliche that money doesn’t buy happiness is proved true everyday. Look at the homosexual lifestyle. I’ve read on more than one study that shows homosexual people in the U.S. have higher average incomes than heterosexuals. This is because they generally do not have families with children and they are able to devote more time to work. Yet the push for adoption by homosexuals tells me that many of them have discovered that fulfillment is not found in that higher income.

As for ease, life isn’t meant to be easy. Rewards come from work. The idea that life should be easy is pervasive in American culture, but it is a myth we willingly fool ourselves into believing. What the devil’s advocate position ignores is the rewards that come from having a child.

After only six months of fatherhood, I can’t believe how attached I am to my daughter. Yes, the times of getting up at 2:00 a.m. can be hard, but there are no words to describe how it feels to see her watching me while she is taking her bottle or to hold her while she snuggles into my arms and falls back asleep. The bright smile she has when she sees me walk into her room has prompted the nickname “Sunshine.” That makes it all worthwhile.

Perhaps that is why the devil’s advocate position can sound so convincing. It is easy to list the negative, but the positive is so overwhelming, it can’t be described. As one commenter on his post said, “you have to have children to understand how much your parents love you.” That is absolutely true.

Why have children? We have children to make us happy.